Hmms, didnt go school today because of a ear infection. Something inside my ear is swollen and infected, and when i open my mouth, its fucking pain. Haha..
Went to ton with hubby and his friends on friday, watched him play DOTA for a few thousand hours, than went to eat and went to see him play pool for another thousand hours. And, while we were at the lan shop, when hubby was bringing me down the stairs, he DIDNT hold my hands and caused me to slip and fall down around 7 steps and now my ass HURTS! x( He still can laugh at me, break my heart! Humpf. Accompanied hubby til around 7+ am than headed home. Sat a fucking cab that brought my all the way to stirling rd when i said i wanted to go hougang ave 6. Stirling road and hougang ave 6 got BIG difference ok! Want eat my money than say lahhh! So in the end, the uncle restart the meter but still, when i reached my destination, it still cost me a bomb! i paid $9 when i could have actually pay $6+ only. Teeheehee.
Went to the gym after school yesterday with rebekah and mickey yesterday. Did lotsa exercise and lost lots of calories, but apparently, i put them all back because i eat lotsa rubbish when i came back. Waste of my energy lah! But shall be going back there some time soon.
Hais, hubby is still sleeping, time now is 3.46pm and his school starts at 11am. Damn power la..he`s not scared his school would try to expel him again. Hmms, actually i dont even know if he is sleeping or avoiding me. Things between us now is really strained, really stressed over our r/s. Hais..I`m always crying over him but yet, he doesnt seem to care much anymore. His words of care and concerns are getting lesser day by day and his calls and msges are getting lesser and lesser too. I cant help but wonder if he has another girl out there. He can treat me real nice one moment, showering all his love on me but the next moment, he can treat me like as though i dont exsist. He just seems so busy with everything nowadays but just now busy with me. He always tells me he loves me, but yet he doesnt do anything to show me he loves me. Actions speaks louder than words, and yet all i get from him is words words words but no actions. Sometimes, i really wanna give up everything once and for all but still, here i am struggling to hold on. I`m really tired, i have tried my best and give the best i can in this r/s but nothing seems to work anymore. Many people think we`re really loving but the true fact is we`re not. Hais.. x( Sian la..
Went to ton with hubby and his friends on friday, watched him play DOTA for a few thousand hours, than went to eat and went to see him play pool for another thousand hours. And, while we were at the lan shop, when hubby was bringing me down the stairs, he DIDNT hold my hands and caused me to slip and fall down around 7 steps and now my ass HURTS! x( He still can laugh at me, break my heart! Humpf. Accompanied hubby til around 7+ am than headed home. Sat a fucking cab that brought my all the way to stirling rd when i said i wanted to go hougang ave 6. Stirling road and hougang ave 6 got BIG difference ok! Want eat my money than say lahhh! So in the end, the uncle restart the meter but still, when i reached my destination, it still cost me a bomb! i paid $9 when i could have actually pay $6+ only. Teeheehee.
Went to the gym after school yesterday with rebekah and mickey yesterday. Did lotsa exercise and lost lots of calories, but apparently, i put them all back because i eat lotsa rubbish when i came back. Waste of my energy lah! But shall be going back there some time soon.
Hais, hubby is still sleeping, time now is 3.46pm and his school starts at 11am. Damn power la..he`s not scared his school would try to expel him again. Hmms, actually i dont even know if he is sleeping or avoiding me. Things between us now is really strained, really stressed over our r/s. Hais..I`m always crying over him but yet, he doesnt seem to care much anymore. His words of care and concerns are getting lesser day by day and his calls and msges are getting lesser and lesser too. I cant help but wonder if he has another girl out there. He can treat me real nice one moment, showering all his love on me but the next moment, he can treat me like as though i dont exsist. He just seems so busy with everything nowadays but just now busy with me. He always tells me he loves me, but yet he doesnt do anything to show me he loves me. Actions speaks louder than words, and yet all i get from him is words words words but no actions. Sometimes, i really wanna give up everything once and for all but still, here i am struggling to hold on. I`m really tired, i have tried my best and give the best i can in this r/s but nothing seems to work anymore. Many people think we`re really loving but the true fact is we`re not. Hais.. x( Sian la..
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